Smiling on the outside, While braving a storm inside. Faking the happiness, While drowning in hopelessness. Seeking some understanding, While facing the emptiness.
Do you know how it feels to be hopeless? To feel as if you have nothing to look forward to and nobody to understand the constant raging storm in your heart? I do. Do you know how it feels to hate yourself and your life and everything around you day after day, month after month,…Read more A Few Words on World Suicide Prevention Day
I am no more, Because I have no joy. I am no more, Because I see no hope. I am no more, Even though I breathe.
Do you know how it feels, To have nothing to want? Do you know how it is, To be defeated in love? Do you know how it looks, Inside my broken heart?
She spent a few years on her search. It came to her. But then it disappeared without warning. Her best friend asked her, "What exactly are you looking for?" She couldn't meet her eyes because it was gone. Hope was all she'd had. At that moment, it was gone.
The darkness inside was a sharp contrast to the sunny sky outside. She did her thing, running on auto pilot. It wasn't hard to fake a smile or two. People never bothered her much because they knew she was an introvert. But when she heard laughter, the ugly thoughts made her heart churn painfully. But…Read more Inside Outside
The darkness of the chocolate melted in her mouth. "This really does boost one's mood," she thought to herself. Thoughts of progress and happiness filled her mind. She felt her lips curving into a smile. Three squares later, her teeth needed toothpaste and a rinse. "Just one more," she decided. As she seemed to float…Read more Chocolate Therapy