Misery was desire. Hope was the creator of hopelessness. "Take it one day at a time," she trained herself. But sometimes too much happened in a day. And then there were the times when too little happened. "I guess it's about taking in every moment," she concluded.
Sitting in silence, Feeling the world. Sinking in thoughts, Drowning in dreams. Embracing the solitude, Being willingly misunderstood. Sitting in silence, Living the odd dream.
It seemed too harsh. She had spent long nights weaving the tale. When her friends had been out at the movies, she'd been stuck to her laptop. When her mother had asked for company, she'd refused. Plus, her dog's requests for belly rubs had been ignored. "So will I ever be an author," she asked…Read more Rejection & the Child
I stood there calling to you, Not believing you were gone. I cried and fed the others, Without you standing there. I still see you greeting me, But then I see you lying like that. Now I only wish to meet you, And all my other children. Wait for me with love, Be there for…Read more I Must See You Again
Don't show me your eyes, I can't take it. Don't show me your innocence, When I can't do anything. Don't touch me with your love, Because I can't show it. Let me hold you in my heart, And hope wildly for your happiness.
Open your heart to my thoughts. Open your arms to my soul. Forget the ugly first. And suppress the beauty. Love lasts for a duration. Love does not last forever. Nothing lives beyond life. Open your ears to my words. Open your mind to the truth.
My heart burns painfully. My soul screams and cries. Every second is devoted to you. Each ounce of thought for you. My feet step with dread. My hands grip each other. I see the past in ugly blues. The future shines dull. My love has taken over. You are all to me.